why the hell did they ever put dep(drama elective programme) into our timetable? DID THEY EVER THINK ABOUT HOW WE STRUGGLE WITH THE FEW LESS THEN TEN SUBJECT???(caps lock abuse) Hell, i had to come out with a script last minutes just because my group was filled with two slackers and one overly depressed kid!!! Hell now all i have is super olympics man and some wierd plot! i cant even get onto drawing! And that teacher now said this to the overly depressed kid, " hey if you think you are doing too much work just stuff the work to the useless members." HELLO? i had to push the group together and do work i HAD to come out with a reason i HAD to do the goddamn script and now you call me useless. HELL i dont care anymore! you rejected our dont know how many ideas already just because our idea dont have a reason! WHY THE HELL DID YOU CHOOSE TO DO YOUTH OLYMPICS???!!!! Just because singapore is in charge of youth olympics next year YOU dont have to choose this as the subject! HELL, i dont care you let us use some nursery songs to do drama. WHY DONT YOU JUST GO TO VOLLEYBALL OBESSED GROUP AND VENT YOUR GODDAMN ANGER ON THEM NOT US period. i dont have to suffer under your what so ever comments. like your reasons are no good. or, come on you were so active last time and now what happened? I TELL you what had happen, i have to manage so much homework and scoldings that is not even related to me and now you are telling me that i am not active enough? THATS IT. I am just being myself. yes i am a over active girl, or, hyper with terrible moodswings yes i know but hell i am suited to be a background actor (meaning just a helper not in the center of attention) and no i do not want to go for the art side for work. stop it with your ideas of me. yes i draw, but doesnt mean that if i draw for hobby, means that i am going for that side for career. i dont need your so called ideas or sterotypical ideas that is something like this, "oh you draw, so you are going to be an artist." or "oh you like to draw, you are going to be an artist." right...why dont you just go to the volleyball obessed group and say this "oh you know volleyball you are going to play volleyball for the rest of your life." or "you like volleyball so you are going to play volleyball as your career for the rest of your life."
next, i know my chinese and english spelling suck no need to rub it in my face. period. i dont care about it so dont even compere me with some crazy, mental, clever person who had full mark in those spelling test. yes i hate my class dont have to shout out that YOU HATE ME or stuff like that just because i hate volleyball and i am going deaf from your screaming and shouting. i have my life you have your own. leave me alone and i will do the same with you. i dont have to deal with your life problems so stop coming to me and saying " Teachers are bastards give me some advice" yes teachers are homework giving machines yes i know that. i am not your doctor or some holier the thou person. yes i listen but hell my life is already messy so dont come and trouble me with your goddamn relationship with your friends and say " they betrayed me!" "they lied to me" hell that happens every time to everyone deal with it. dont also come saying this "it is not i betrayed you, is YOU betray me." OH no no no, you got the wrong idea. it is you who betrayed me and just left me to so call find salvation in you again. and then when i get this conversation up dont push it to me. i wash my hands off this. you dont tell that i am drawing pron. i am just drawing the base of my art. you dont know how to appreciate then dont look. if you gonna just throw all my art on the floor everywhere for everyone to see then step on then i prefer that you dont even come and look at it, if you hate it that much. just draw your own art and admire it. i am not gonna praise or whatever. if you want to write fanfiction of anime that i hate. i prefer that you dont have to show me if you dont want comments from me. it is a natural human instinct that if we see something then we will comment. whether we do better it better or not. and secondly i prefer that you dont critic my own style by saying "My grandmother can draw much faster and better then you" so what if i draw slower and worser then your SO called grandmother that you have. so what if i like boy manga or jump in a sense. i dont care i like it.there is no need for you to try and force me to like shojo manga. there is no need.and i dont need help like after you said"chirstian are fuck" and later "oh you are my friend so you are not fuck". do anything like i being your friend dont lead me to fuck?
that is the end of my ranting you can just ignore it. really
2:47 AM
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I am a girl with mood-swings problems. I love to draw and i am still in school. I like yaoi and i am not good with spelling and english. I like manga and anime thats why dont need to be shy. I am very open-minded. ~chu~
